Everything I do is a disappointment. Everything I try I fail at. Even if I try really hard. When I practice things, people are always telling me to stop. I have never been kissed, hugged, I once had dreams of having a family, but I am 24 and still a virgin, most girls are whores that will divorce me for greener pastures.

I am too cowardly to kill myself. I just want to die. The only thing that gives me even the smallest amount of pleasure is Video Games. I honestly fear I will become a serial killer or something one day. My bitter lonliness will get the best of me and I will do something horrible to someone.

All I ever wanted was to be appreciated and loved. I never get the things I want.

I just want to kill myself.