>>490344152This will be the final post, will respond with questions if you guys have any, just to fill in blanks. The reason I've never posted the story until now is because, like I said, nothing happened... until now. I've been on /b/ sense 07, so not an oldfag, but still, had plenty of op. to post before now.
I'm going to dull this down. We where talking about her issues and possible ways to relieve them while riding home. At this point me and my wife out of state (USA) and she is staying with us for the summer, or at least visiting for weeks at a time.
I was being honest, not a single thought of sexual deviancy in my mind while talking about this, and I didn't think of the possibility of opening the box that I did. She asked of ways to outlet the depression, and I told there that out of all of the ways that I HAD PERSONALLY experimented with, there were only a hand full of healthy (or at least not un-healthy) way of dealing with it. Creative expression, ect (they didn't work for me, she wasn't interested).
So finally I mention sexuality. Until now, I didn't think she even thought of things like this... then she said something along the lines of "I don't trust people. If I knew someone I trusted I could experiment." I just told her that this wasn't really a suggestion, just something that seemed to work for me with little actual backlash. (no physical negative evidence of existence of depression when done carefully and safely)
Sadly, this is where the cliche comes in. I know this will seem untrue, but for some time now I had been cracking her back (picking her up and squeezing) and she had been giving me massages in return. Usually I would get turned on during them, but she never (or at least acknowledgingly) noticed. Now, I had a blowout with my boss the day before, so she knew I was doing very badly in terms of mentality, I assume this is why this next part happened.
Dang, bad spot, but cont if yall are interested.
