>>4848734Are you sure you're not trans? This fetish was my only real indication for so long, and then I had the sudden realisation that I actually wanted to be a woman and that it indeed went beyond sexuality. You say it disappears after orgasm - does that happen absolutely every time?
You're sure that the release doesn't just make you apathetic? If you feel perfectly fine being a man post-orgasm or even repulsed by the idea of a change of gender then yeah, that could be indicative of a problem. But sometimes I fap to this stuff and then feel really numb afterwards.
Go and see a therapist is all that can *really* be done. I initially had a bad experience with a gender clinic but now I'm seeing someone I'm much more comfortable with and I'm hopeful that I can come to understand myself.
There are plenty of places to discuss this sort of thing that are probably better than here, too: /lgbt/ is okay, if a bit troll infested, and 420chan's /cd/ is very good imo.
Could you maybe elaborate a bit more, though? What kind of things do you feel constantly, and what kind of disappearance are we talking about? What kind of TG stuff do you like and how does it make you feel? Anything would be helpful.
