>>5325977He was trying to mimic someone who has mastered being elaborate with making others fall for a ruse. Some might call him a failed master ruseman.
Anyway, your girl seems pretty. Not a fan of short hair though.
The way I see it is that the only option that is healthy for you in the long run is too tell her how you feel. Sure, you can keep quiet but it will fuck you up in the long run.
I had a similar experience, was awkward as hell, so don't be afraid of sperging around, you're not alone out there. Also, if she "rejects" you it will always be awkward seeing or talking to her again.
The point is, that... how old are you by the way? - assuming you are in your 20s, the point is that you will eventually find other girls you like and this experience here, no matter the outcome, will benefit you.
It's all about experience. Take that from a 20 year old virgin who is wasting his potential every second of his life on the internet.