>>6861180Know exactly how you feel. Also, that picture represents the inner world of many in this depressing day and age.
It could get better, but only if you accept that your life is shit, and that YOU have to make it better yourself. No one else truly can - they may be able to make you see the light, but you have to walk into it yourself. Read this:
http://users.aristotle.net/~diogenes/unhappy.htmI have been in your shoes. What got me through it was my own desire to be a loving person, who grew spiritually despite having a shitty situation in life.
Can't say I'm "happy" in the innocent sense of the term - I have to work for it, and be appreciate of the smaller things - but I'm at least content with life these days. I get by.
As for suicide, there are in my mind three relevant factors involved concerning every method:
(1) Certain. That is, you will die for certain from it.
(2) Cheap: That is, you can afford or have access to it without too much fuss.
(3) Painless: That is, it won't be uncomfortable in any way.
Usually, you can only pick 2 out of these 3. Which do you prefer?