>>8655355Actually not "fucked" given the situation. You can try to find a sex buddy, but don't bet on it. Best advice I can come up with is making friends with a more liberal girl, who would be into that sort of thing. Say you aren't interested in having relationship right now (work, school, bad previous ones) yet still hit on her. Flirt just below the point where it would creep her out. She'll probably ask if you're serious about doing things with her as your flirting implies. Say yes, but specify again that you don't want a relationship (not clearing this with her will FUCK YOU OVER). If she never responses, one day during flirting, pause for a second and say "I'm serious about that, you know. I do think you are beautiful and I hope you're not offended that I would actually like to have sex with you." If it doesn't work, apologize, try to regain friendship or just leave her. Whatever you prefer. If it works, YOU ARE IN, BRAVO.
But in reality, no, you will probably never find a female fuck buddy that you don't have to pay money for.