>>350534And last, but never least...
Miller.
Oh god, Miller.
You were my baby. I loved you more than anything I have ever loved. You were such a fucking jerk, a real pain in the ass dog. You would never come when you were called, you'd run away and dance just out of my reach for hours, until I was so frustrated and mad at you I could cry. You were the biggest wimp, too. If I so much as touched your paws you would start whimpering and shrieking like I was going at you with a chainsaw. You knew just how to push my buttons, but I could never stay mad at you, with that huge dumbass grin and your big curved tail wagging nonstop.
I loved you. I loved you so much.
Why did you have to fight?
No matter what I did, I couldn't stop you. We didn't take you out because you couldn't stand other dogs, you would go nuts no matter how far away they were. We tried to get you trained, tried to help, but we were so discouraged. I'm so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry. I didn't try hard enough. I failed you. I'm so sorry, my baby boy. I'll always, always regret it.
Mom said it was one fight too many. We couldn't keep you any more. We gave you back to the rescue we got you from and never heard a word back. Did they put you down, or did you find a happy home, with no other dogs to fight? Where you can be the star of attention all the time, like you wanted? Like you deserved?
I'm so sorry. Miller....I miss you so much. I can't even begin to tell you how much I've cried, I miss you so, so much. No dog will ever be as amazing, as stupid, as adorable as you were. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
