Guys, I need help.
My ball python hasn't been eating. I think something might be wrong with her. I got her a long time ago at a reptile expo labled under some weird name. (I'm guessing it was a color morph title or something)
ANYWAY. She has everything a ball python needs, and has gotten huge. Shes super calm though, and has never even constricted her food. I don't feed live though, which is why.
A few weeks ago she stopped eating thawed rats, and I decided to try live. She just grabbed the rat and held onto it, and didn't even attempt constricting. I smashed the rats head with a rock while she was holding because I was afraid she was going to get hurt. She dropped it, and hasn't been eating since.
I feel horrible /an/, what do I do?

Picture related, its her. :-)