>>411784506i don't want to be the douche that comes into a thread about people thinking they're smart when they're not and start bragging about my intelligence, because anyone with 3 good neurons knows that's a great way to get everyone on /b/ to drop what they're doing and stop in to mock me, but i'm smart as fucking hell. like, einstein smart. if you want my perspective on what it's like, enjoy
i question every fucking thought that pops into my head.
no one is interested in the things i'm interested in, and i have to bring my conversations down to their level. i can never talk about my own interests.
i'm way more aware of all the bullshit that goes on around me, both on a personal and national level, to such a point that i've grown distrusting and paranoid of everyone.
i sometimes space out and go inside my head, so to speak, when i'm thinking really deeply about something that interests me. people do not get this, ever. if i'm sitting in a silent room alone with my eyes closed, the lights off, and every distraction blocked out, what the fuck makes people think that i want them to speak to me? oh hey, anon seems to be trying really hard to shut out the world around him, i better snap him out of it for no fucking reason, i'm sure my new motherfucking iphone case is way more important than whatever he's thinking about.
college is the biggest sack of bullshit in the world, and i can't get a job without it, and i can't afford it without taking out student loans that will rape me financially for years.
my memory doesn't work right, but i'd blame that more on drugs than intelligence. oh yeah, did you know being smart means you're MORE likely to use drugs regularly, especially psychedelics? neither did i, i'm gonna try to look up the article because i'm sure someone will want sauce
it fucking sucks, is what i'm saying
