http://youtu.be/XFkzRNyygfkI'm dying ...
I'm 20.
This girl, it's cold and lonely, but cute, we were dating but she disappeared... after I bought the entrance to a concert we were going to go together, buy the CD from the band, autographs, etc. she stopped talking to me ...
And my ex (before the girl above) spoke to me suddenly and for no reason. After cutting had not contacted before. Was rare. She gave me all the hints of she still wanted me and so do i. Then began to avoid me to the point that we stopped talking again. Every time I tried to start a conversation she did not answer and leave.
I accept what I get, and try to be happy. I really try.
Then there is this girl, Johanna. On the stupid facebook.
I confused her with another that lives far away from my city and have the same name.
But no. Is a new girl, one I do not know, and she don't know me either.
She share the same interest in everything. And is studying cooking.
May be ugly for normal ppl, but perfect, and I see her beautiful.
Whenever I see her smile is unique.
This week I will buy new clothes.
jeans, lumberjack shirt, and I'm going to straighten hair. hope it does not hurt.
Not wanted to say hi when I saw her connected, not before I "change". but when I decided to do it ... I discovered that she was no longer online. For some reason, she uses facebook without chat. now I have no chanse to talk her! also she not even know I exist.
Everything that happens for people who disappointed me.
All I could suffer. Is nothing ...
I really want to be with this person forever. Every time I see that she's on facebook and I can't talk to her... I'm anxious as shit.
Every second I can imagine me in the future, is always at his side.
Sorry for my English...