>>415173524Wow man. I could tell you were awkward from this post:
>>415172571It's like you're obsessing and focusing on all these annoying details. "She would always tell me goodnight".
I suggest making a thread in /adv/ but for now all I can say (not that I'm some alpha fuck anyway) is that you've got to act like nothing matters, like if she rejected you, you wouldn't cry or be upset, you'd be cool and just act like she was the one missing out.
Watch the show Californication. Hank Moody is an alpha character that most guys model after.
Also, don't read into things so much. Don't assume this means this or that means that. It'll just ruin your confidence and make what you fear the truth, even if it wasn't true to begin with.
TLDR; post in /adv/ for the love of god.