>>425396778Basically I leave for the night, and she calls me and tells me she still loves me and she is so sorry she wants to try. Okay let's try she was everything to me I can't let one thing ruin everything. I explain how I need to go to California.
So I go to California. My dad died before I got there. Oh well, might as well enjoy myself. Go to some bars. Get fucking shitfaced because everything sucks.
Some friends help me to my hotel. All but one leave. Asshole that I used to be close to starts bothering me about an old debt I owed him. I tell him to fuck off, I was having a bad time. He said I should fuck off, I owed him 200 dollars and he isn't letting me just go back to the east coast. I'm drunk so I start to push him to leave me alone. We start fighting. He rapes me, take seventy or so dollars from my wallet and leaves.
I call my fiancee.
She's at a party. Leave her alone. I try to talk to her. I just tell her what the fuck just happened. She gets really quiet and says "anon, we'll talk later. I am trying to have fun right now."
And she fucking hangs up.
She calls the next day I don't pick up. The next day the same thing. I go home. I don't talk to her. Three months later she calls me, I answer. She's pregnant with Carlos's kid. I need to get the rest of the shit out of her house or she will throw it away, she is dating Carlos now.
I tell her to just throw it away and I hung up.
Then I took a shot of vodka and here I am now, fucking telling my life story to a bunch of teenagers who couldn't give a shit. Hooray.