>>432694170Moar
I have come to accept that of all things — Death will come for us all in the end — But — Knowing that, now — In this timeframe — Real life is finally kicking in — For everyone in my generation —
We’re all going down our roads —
And they’re roads that are taking us away from a lot of the things we have grown
fond of —
From the things we love —
And it’s our time to settle in —
And soon the world will begin to overtake us —
It will pass us all by, leaving us behind in our own lives —
Almost severed from the rest of reality —
And I’m afraid of where I’ll be when I lose the things I love —
And I’m afraid I won’t be there to enjoy their last moments —
And I ‘m afraid of what a monster I’ll become —
Because I’ll be too afraid to let my pain out —
Because I’m too afraid to just let go —
Because it hurts too much —
Life is not a pleasant thing —
It’s harsh, and cruel, and horrible —
Right down to it’s core —
I’ve been ready for it, for quite some time —
But even being ready won’t stop me from being afraid —
I’ve long since lost a significant portion of my humanity —
This world will easily claim the rest of it —
And what a horrible creature I will become —
I only fear this because of the terrible monster I already am —
And It’s not death that I’m afraid of —
It’s life.