ITT: Illusions of grandeur, useless hopes of improvement, worthless self-assurance that everything will be alright, a result of years of procrastination.
Face it, if you need such motivation then the only reason you still haven't done what you want to is because you aren't strong enough. But no one's stopping you. You can go ahead and be the alpha of your dreams, hope that you'll do what you dream of and achieve your perfection.
But why now? Why not earlier? No one was stopping you. The gym was open practically all the year around, so were the clubs, where you could practice your game with the ladies, hell for all it matters, you could even try to find a respectable, well paying job.
But you didn't. You didn't and you won't. Look at yourself. Think what you really need to live. Do you want a girlfriend? Do YOU want her, or do you want her because someone told you that you must have one? Can you really spare the effort to get fit and have people mirrin all over you? You'll always find excuses, "oh it was them, it was her, him, it". The only real excuse is the one oh so close to you that you only fear to admit. You own fucking comfort zone.
You live in your comfort zone, where you shelter from the fear, the hurt and all the attributes of the real world. You tell yourself that you want to experience what life is like before it will be over. But in reality, you don't. All you really want is to stay inside that comfort zone. And it pains you. It pains you that you can't leave it. The fact that you are powerless against it. But yet you cling to your hopes and repeat, "I'll do it this time for sure". Just like with your homework back in school right? Except here there are no dates, you can delay it indefinitely. And that's what you'll do. Year after year, month after month. It'll honestly be easier to just admit that you won't do anything, and continue to live your life like it is.
