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>>457237737 It doesn't work like that for me so much. There is a definite separation between regular sex and scat. I'm not into scat play or scat sex or anything like that. For me, I just want to eat a woman's shit and jack off. I don't connect the two, somehow.)
The next morning, I woke up early and decided to go for it then, knowing she'd be asleep for an hour more, plenty of time to have breakfast. Heart racing, I brought down the shit that I could barely hold in one hand. I was in awe. I knew this was possibly going to be the most shit I would ever eat in one go; if I could stomach it. I didn't mess around. I don't know why, but I just immediately took a bite from one end, and had swallowed it before I knew it. Then I took another.
These roughly grape-sized pieces went down pretty easy. I had one or two moments where I almost freaked and gave up; they usually come right after swallowing for some reason. I tried to put the last couple of inches in my mouth all at once, but quickly realized it wouldn't happen if I did that. So I finished it in small bites, one swallow at a time, and before I knew it, I'd eaten an entire log of dirty woman shit. I licked the residue from my fingers, and even licked off a smear where I'd dropped it in the sink.
It took me a while to cum afterwards and I had the same feeling of regret for a short while afterwards, but it was overridden by the knowledge that I'd done something great. I'd achieved what all scat-lovers have as their ultimate goal. I also knew the memory would be life-long fap material. I still can't quite believe I managed it.