>>1564096Permit me if you will to depart a modicum of three decades more experience to you, dear anon.
With apologies that I can only speak in catch-phrases but how else?
"What will be will be."
"Save your anxiety for your first-born."
"Remember the past, live for the now, look forward to the future."
Before you know it, thirty, forty, even fifty years will pass. Would you worry about each and every one or would you "live for today with an eye towards tomorrow?"
One final thing; everything that you do will catch up with you one day: From that parking meter that you cheated to the tax form that wasn't quite "honest".
Sorry for all the metaphors. Best of luck and long life! Happy and full of wonderful experiences as a matter of course...