>>796363Here's something that's had me confused for a while...
So, I've never liked anyone in my life... and I'm in college. I haven't had friends since I moved to my new town a few years ago, but I adore the ones I had in my old town.
Anyway, I went on vacation to Europe with my old French class, and my best friend came along. I hadn't seen her in months... During one of our free days, my friend and I went onto the metro to try and find a used game shop in Paris. We wanted to get Pokemon Crystal in French.
The train was incredibly crowded; there weren't any seats left, and all of the railbars were taken. I'd never been to a subway before, so I didn't know how much they jerked you around. I've always had problems with my legs... I walk with a limp, and I fall over if I try to stand correctly. Well, sure enough, as soon as the train starts, it knocks me off my feet, snapping my knee into a position that hurts really bad.
But my best friend caught me. She held me up the entire ride, and let me lean on her when we were walking. I couldn't stop blushing... I don't think she noticed.
Now whenever I see her, I feel like I'm going to melt. It's really confusing... I don't think I'm capable of romantic interaction, because I'm asexual, but whenever she smiles I can't stop thinking about how perfect she is.