>>4397336About drugs + university, I'm assuming you live in America. University is taken a little more seriously here, and is not suggested unless you seriously want to further your career. The courses are, by standard, as intensive as they would be at places like Oxford and Harvard, etc. Not community colleges in the US. You will fail if you are a druggie. I am not a druggie, I just indulge in light ones such as ecstasy and weed every now and again. In such low dosages and so rarely, it will hardly be a detriment to me. Like I said, I took it a LOT back when I was 18, but not now.
Overcoming the ED is not that easy for me. I've come to the point where food repulses me. If I go into a food court of a mall, I just look at everyone opening their mouths wide biting into burgers, or hovering over their sloppy chinese food, and the images of food everywhere, we put so much effort into creating things that taste good and look good to eat. But if you take away the learned "good taste" that comes with most foods, when you look at an image it will have a reverse affect on you. e.g, a girl who has never tasted meat will not be impressed by a picture of a steak, she will be repulsed, whereas another girl will associate good memories and hunger with the image, if she knows what steak tastes like. It's taken me a long, long time to master tricking my mind into forgetting how good food tastes, so that I will be repulsed. I know it sounds insane, but </psychologystudent>
If I worked in a bakery I would be even more put off eating, but it's good that it worked out for you like that, I rarely hear of ED success stories, especially ones that speedy. Oh god that "clean" feeling of just having vomited your meal out. I miss that. I only get it now if I don't eat for 48 hours.
>>4397343Lols at how black and white some of you are. So if you do drugs very occassionally, only a few times a year, you're a "druggie"? That's pathetic, enjoy your media-influenced brain-washing.