>>3835598 here.It's funny how 4chan dies just as I finally bring up the...courage to post on /d/ after lurking for months.
I wanted to write some things of my mind for quite a while, feel free to ignore me if you don't care.
Anyway, I've been into desperation for about one year and a half and I've done the whole teasing game about once or twice a month ever since.
I'm must admit, I'm quite proud to say I've only had three accidents so far.
The first one was when I had only done the whole thing a few times before and wasn't really aware of my limits. I was doing okay, I mean I would've long since rushed to the bathroom in a normal situation, but I could still keep my legs apart, I could've still stood up and walked around - slow, small steps! - without too much trouble. All in all I was doing fine.
The only problem was that I absolutely love to have a tiny wet spot on my panties when teasing myself, it just feels absolutely amazing when it rubs against my slit with every move I make. I knew I had to be careful, so I squeezed my legs together and pushed both hands against my crotch through my sweatpants. Then I tried to force a small amount out by "twitching" my hips back and forth. But it just didn't work so I decided to just relax and let it leak for a second.
I realised my mistake only when I felt the warm sensation on my hands. I managed to stop it by leaning forward and pressing my hands down harder but not before I had made a small puddle beneath myself and my sweatpants were soaked almost up to my knees. Luckily I was using a towel, so no real damage done. I just sat in my mess thinking about what I had done until it had cooled of and I was sure I could stand up without having another accident, then I finished on the toilet.