>>5743136I always love reading what you write, man. Some of the stuff has brought tears to my eyes sometimes, this is one of those times, reading this thread.
I think every time I learn something new about you I like you even more, except that shaved head, but that's not actually important.
When it comes to family, mine is pretty useless. My father is a drunk piece of shit, he has lost all hope in himself, he doesn't want to work, he doesn't want to do anything, and he is in a downward spiral. He's no good for any conversation, constantly telling me that I look like a faggot, or a hobo, etcetera. Every time I have tried to speak with him, ever since I was a kid, a teenager, he always says that he's older, he knows more.
I think it sounds wonderful to have a family where you can actually discuss less simple things. Discussing ideas instead of events or people, you know. I wonder how I would have turned out as a person if I grew up in such an environment.
I want to get into sewing, because I don't have much money. I don't even like money as a concept to be honest, it's rather dumb and feels outdated.
Because now that I have everything. I have enough food, I have a computer, I have a partner who has exactly what she needs. I feel as if I have all I want, even though I live in one of the poorest places in the country.
I want to create something. I want to make something not only for myself, but something I can give to others, because I have noticed that sure, money or things bought with money can make people happy, but it will never give off the same feeling as someone cooking a meal "from scratch", or someone giving you a painting, or just a handwritten letter.
I want to do things, poet. Not for myself, but for everyone else. I have all this free time, all this will to learn.
I haven't read a book in years. Can you recommend a few?
I will practice my handwriting as well, because I feel it is something which I have neglected for far too long.