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Quoted By: >>7218167
I imagine doing many things. I have the means and time to do many things. I am constantly disappointed in myself. I accomplish very little. I want to escape from reality. I watch tv shows with people engaging in much more interesting lives than I.
There's some key catalyst missing. I have no motivation to do anything, really, beyond surviving. I do enough to keep my decent engineering job, but beyond that, I am fairly apathetic.
What's missing? Is this depression? Is this my personality?
What's funny is if I take a preworkout supplement I suddenly feel "normal" and motivated, or what I imagine normal is like, for maybe a half hour. But I couldn't constantly consume this shit.
Anyone deal with this kind of mentality/mood/personality and fix it?
There's some key catalyst missing. I have no motivation to do anything, really, beyond surviving. I do enough to keep my decent engineering job, but beyond that, I am fairly apathetic.
What's missing? Is this depression? Is this my personality?
What's funny is if I take a preworkout supplement I suddenly feel "normal" and motivated, or what I imagine normal is like, for maybe a half hour. But I couldn't constantly consume this shit.
Anyone deal with this kind of mentality/mood/personality and fix it?