on the computer i pretend to act crazy, becuase it is boring to be normal. and in real life, i am normal and boring. but internet life. i aint' real life i am, internet life i can do whatever the fuck I LIKE.
anyway... Mary.. in that long as paragraphs, it seems you do not express love for me, but mearly your love for yourself. Perhaps you are a lesbien that dosnt want to commit to men. Like myself. Who will not express any will to be with a man who truly loves you, and do anything for you. And you wouldn come forth to him. not once... If you opened up to him, spoke in a decent manner, i dont think that deathelm wouldnt have any problems. But you are his main concern and emotional problem here, as to all women who have great psychological effect on men. weather I show you a great painting is not of your concern. But what souly should be of your concern is my soul, and they way you have treaten me soo poorly that Any man other than me, would not have GIVEN so much for a pathetic morsole as yourself. So concider yourself lucky in the presence of myself WOMAN.