so... /ic/ I beg your pardon, but came here asking for help, im currently at anime-ish drawing style as you can see and I found out (after years) that I would always being less than a poor artist forever if I didint stop with this and started with studies of real life, the problem is here /ic/ when ever im trying to draw from real life things goes ugly I always end going toward a stylized draw and it get messy - how do I forget what I already learned, or how to stop all this simbolis, how I could start anew ?

ps: sorry for the english, im not so used to post on 4chan neighter on this language