>>7287571You need to take it easy.
It doesn't matter at all what you do actually, sooner or later you are dead anyways.
Why bother spending your time on thinking about other peoples opinion about you?
And if you want to have a "succesful" life just stop whining, go out and do it.
Since you are here on /jp/ I assume that you are a slightly clever
person.It should be easy for someone like you to change yourself in order to achieve all these goals if you put enough effort into it