>>7289943Anger issues actually. I get upset very easily, and I'm extremely violent when I'm upset. Coupled with my build, which is something between strong-fat and bear-mode this has caused some rather regrettable outcomes in the past. (There's an mildly incompetent grocery-store cashier walking around somewhere with one eye and a knee that will never be right again. He argued with me about a pizza being on sale.) And no medicine I've tried that didn't simply make me pass out has done anything to help.
Anyway, I really have no desire to hurt people - which I seem to do rather consistently when around them for any length of time - so I just stay at my house. Actually, I'd still be in jail if I hadn't signed an agreement to only leave for absolute necessities (work, food, etc.) - but I just don't leave at all.
Not really alone though, I have a sister who lives close by and visits most days - sometimes stays over for a few days at a time. Never really get mad at her for some reason, even though she says things I'd probably kill other people for if I could. The rest of my family's pretty much disowned me. Parents won't even return a Christmas card - don't really blame them though.
I actually enjoy living like this. I never really liked people (aside from a select few) so I don't miss seeing them - and I get all the socializing I desire on the internet (which, oddly enough, doesn't make me angry in the least - imnotevenmadbro.jpg. And working with the servers is pretty entertaining and a good challenge every now and then. I would recommend keeping at least one person close to you though - I'm not really sure what I'd do without my sister. Probably be back in jail again.