I never liked Gundam, because of the CACTUS GUNDAM, terrible voices, and Domon being such a pussy. But I finally decided to download and watch it. Cactus Gundam turned out to be pretty cool, subs > dubs, and Domon turns out to not be that bad after Master Asia dies.
Last night, I marathoned the last 10 episodes, and I felt like shit afterward. First, I usually feel like shit after I finish a series, because I have nothing to watch or look forward to anymore. Secondly, they were so in love, a kind of innocent love that doesn't exist in the real world.
I usually make fun of anons when they talk about hugging their pillows at night when they are going to sleep, but last I hugged my pillow so hard, and pretended that it was Domon's Ass and that it loved me.
I haven't given up on love because I'm an ugly, fat, unsocial failure. I've given up because no ass will ever love me as purely and honestly as they do in anime, and, even worse, I know that I can never love anyone that much either.