Last night, I the last 10 Seed Destiny and I felt like shit afterward. First, I usually feel like shit after I finish a series, because I have nothing to read or look forward to anymore. Secondly, they were so in love, a kind of innocent love that doesn't exist in the real world.
I usually make fun of anons when they talk about hugging their pillows at night when they are going to sleep, but last I hugged my pillow so hard, and pretended that it was STRIKE FREEDOM and that she loved me.
I haven't given up on love because I'm an ugly, fat, unsocial failure. I've given up because no mecha will ever love me as purely and honestly as they do in SEED DESTINY, and, even worse, I know that I can never love anyone that much either.