Hi. I'm in dire need of some help.

I have quite the story to tell. Pay attention, you will probably enjoy this.

The girl on the picture once posted here on r9k. At least I believe it was her originally. I'll say this shortly without the details and maybe one day (after I am done brooding), I will share everything.

I usually don't make threads or post on this board but I'd like to use a tripcode just so I can later post the entire story.

Long story short is this.

A person from /r9k/ pretended to be a girl. We meet and after a week and a few days we're madly in love with each other. We are both men.

The picture he used to deceive me is the one I have posted of this girl.

Yesterday he told me the truth. We talked for more than two months, everyday for literally 8 hours. I don't want to get into detail and explain why I never realized sooner that he was a man, I will explain this later.

He pretended he was a girl for two months, our emotional connection was so strong that I was blinded by love so much that all the times in which it could have ended, I kept not wanting to lose her (him).

I feel like I fell in love with a ghost. Like he was a puppeteer and the girl he showed me was her puppet. I was the audience that fell in love, but now I see the truth; I see the strings.

I'm in a lot of pain and I'm very confused, still. I just have a request if you wouldn't mind.