>got virgin gf
>she is smart, cute, doesnt party or drink, always dress modest
>she doesnt want to drink she says she hates partying
>have awkward sex during our time
>date a year
>im too beta for relationship and fucks everything up
>already 2 weeks after breakup she dates older black guy
>her profile gets filled with pictures of her partying, slutty outfits, went from just hanging out with 3 friends and 100 facebook friends to pictures of lots of people, and 570 friends within 3 months
>lots of risque photos making out with nigger boyfriend, looking really slutty
>mfw
my asshole is ruined even bought a black dildo my life is in shambles, jerking of to my inaduqasies, im such a goddamned failure, the best thing she did was to leave me
>also stalked her facebook since she blocked everywhere
>;_;