>>12256356Don't feel bad OP...everyone masturbates to their family members in their younger teenage years. You basically are getting wrecked by hormones, feel like you should be getting some action with girls and aren't, and take it out by fapping to the females you love.
I used to fap to teachers, my sister, mother even grandmother...
Fap happens. Relax...as far as Mom's go she is banging...
I think it's okay to fap to older pictures of her. It's not what she looks like now so you're not fapping to her, you're fapping to who she was.