>>11423993>>11423993thank you i enjoyed chatting with you too puliver. i suppose i see where you're coming from, perhaps i am sometimes blinded by my own positivity, even to the point of borderline denial - but i find that doubtful. i was very scared, and now that i think about it i remember my first video i made... where i took a breather to try to actually show an honest, vulnerable emotion to the viewer. so i suppose in a way you are right. good job at reading body language. overall the worry and stress faded very quickly. i don't think i was really weighed down on my until i made the last video, about the incision being kind of open.