>>11419216i wish words could explain how much that means to me and how heavily and positively support from 4chan and irc impact my esteem and thus life.
>>11419268>You seem to be talking all of this pretty well. One might say a bit too well - do you think you might be in some sort of denial, are there any repressed emotions and thoughts inside of you that would some day explode into a binge of self loathing?this is a very good question. as i've vaguely mentioned before i have been through multiple phases of emotional instability and self loathing. i have a tendency to snap and just cry but these days it usually only lasts for 24hrs and then i move on. i had a horrible childhood although it could have been worse, but as a fellow psychonaut my mother always told me that if you have a bad trip, to just repeat to yourself: "it's a phase, it will pass" because that's what things do as time ticks away. that phrase has carried me through my entire life.
>>11419269sure i'll post a pic of my normal attire. i will get falsies to wear in a bra, i just got the operation on the 4th so i will have to save up for those. idk how much they cost. i will play on a feminine as well as boyish style, and i even have a trap character created for when i want to have some trolly fun out on the town.
>>11419283thanks. i hope that perspective sheds some light on your way to happiness <3
>>11419304did you really? please share pics and/or story
>>11419312another anon mentioned this about me being an angel...
>>11418711since i'm already crazy enough to post here i suppose i will share my crazy theory on that. i don't want to seem like some self righteous cunt but my bf and my best guy friend both said on separate occasions that they literally have seen black angel wings on me. scout's honor.