>>7370524my parents are coddling as fuck, if i really took the initiative and dropped out of college and quit my job, they'd still probably keep me around. they don't really have much besides me and the dog in the way of company.
but yet i just don't want to be here either. i don't really wanna burden my parents just because i could. they're forcing me through college, but hell, what's the point? i don't learn anything worth shit, i have no aim, no talents or focus in my life i could put towards a degree. i'm a worthless shitsack and a college degree isn't going to change that, especially not the useless general humanities degree i'm going to be forced onto if i can't decide what i want to do with my life by next semester (and i won't). this is assuming i pass this semester, which i doubt. i don't have any interest in what i'm doing, i don't want to be here. i'm here because my parents are putting me through, and no matter how many times i tell them they're wasting their money they don't listen.
i mean, it makes me feel like a selfish shit, sure, there are people who would give their right arms to be in college and have my miserable supermarket bagger job. i just wish i could take them up on that deal. yeah, i'm fortunate to have the opportunity to go to college, but what the fuck am i doing with it? what the fuck COULD i do? the best possible outcome of this college education is getting a worthless degree that won't get me any jobs and then FINALLY doing what i want to do and just sleep all day
is it possible to get a degree in sleeping? that's a profession i'd like