I know i will get made fun for this but i could care less,need to get it of my chest anyways
>tfw 19 still in high school
here's why
>first year in high school
>new school, new town
>didn't know anyone
>starting making friends with the wrong people
>wanted to be "cool" and wanted to fit in
>friend didn't do shit
>so i didn't either (i literally did nothing besides get in trouble a lot)
>get held back
>next year do nothing again
>get into a shit load of trouble
>started doing drugs, stealing etc
>became a low life
>got held back again
>next year
>school got me on probation
>transfer to a new school
>didn't do shit
>got "kicked out"
>they said i new to do online school
>do online school
>didn't do shit
>current self
>finally realized how bad i was doing
>started doing my shit
>slowly digging myself out of the hole i created
>stopped hanging out with the wrong crowd
>falling behind on school
>trying to catch up
feels really fucking bad man
once i finish high school, i want to join the military and take advantage of that and go to college, get my shit together and once I'm done with the military, i want to help out troubled teens and help anyone who went through what i went through