Suicide is cowardly, especially in this day and age.
It wasn't an option for the Hunter Gatherers who had a tribe to feed in the winters and harsh landscapes.
It wasn't an option for the puny armies of the Greek City States as they slaughtered the mighty Persians en mass with all odds against them, and no hope.
It wasn't an option for Washington's pathetic, untrained, and tired army when they crossed the Deleware River.
So what in the fucks name do you think gives you that option? A girl? Harden the fuck up.