>>8648092Allot more people will remember than you think OP. I will also. I have your picture saved with your name & this thread. I know you're terrified, but to be honest, none of us know what is on the other side. Personally, I think there is something there. We just don't know what. Its going to be another journey for you OP because its not the end. Its another start. Hope this makes you feel a bit easier. Even if it doesn't, my heart goes out to you dude.
BTW: To me you took care of your mother enough and sound like a great son. Hell even if you had arguements and stuff, its all human and i bet she'd be proud of you if she saw you now because you sound hard working & got your way through life the way you could. I think if anything, she thought she was a bad mother, and maybe thats why she dissapeared. But no mother can ever stop loving their flesh and blood. Say hi to your dad when you see him and do a bit of catching up. I'm sure he'll love to hear your story.