>>166176727Yes, that's a symptom you fucking tool.
I wouldn't be taking medication for it if it was something trivially overcome.
I remember when I didn't really have problems with this. I could behave like a more or less sane person. Now I can't without medication.
Sometimes, when I get particularly emotionally strained or go through a lot of stress, I start getting fucked up and irrational.
This is worse because I also have Aspergers. I have limits. When I cross them, I start getting weird. This is with medication. Without medication I go off the deep end and do stuff that objectively, makes no fucking sense at all.
I sought treatment because if I didn't, I knew with a fatal certainty that I would be the next sordid affair on national television.
This may sound dramatic but it's basically true. Nothing in the normal scope of life is enough for me when I'm like that. I kept escalating in a way that could only end in national news worthy violence and general fuckery.