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= Thu 07 Feb 2013 03:19:28 No.11966908 View View Reply Original Report

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>>11961556

I was hoping the old thread wouldn't hit the bump limit and I've yet to answer any of the replies, I'm starting a new thread.

This is the OP from yesterday's AA cult thread.

If you were involved in >>11961556 last night, and would like to continue discussion, get in here.

I deeply enjoyed last night's discussion, and had some truly unexplainable things go down. Also, I finally got all of that stuff out of my system. I'll begin answering questions and clarifying things from >>11961556 in the next post.

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Fri 08 Feb 2013 08:20:06 No.11973656 Report

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>>11972248
Thank you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 08 Feb 2013 08:36:07 No.11973749 Report

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Bump.

Zalkalwe

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Zalkalwe Fri 08 Feb 2013 10:13:12 No.11974241 Report

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Indur

Indur Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:08:51 No.11975039 Report

Quoted By: >>11975053

>>11974241
Well, so much for this thread

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:12:34 No.11975053 Report

Quoted By: >>11975138

>>11975039
'twas interesting

Indur

Indur Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:30:38 No.11975138 Report

Quoted By: >>11975158

>>11975053
did you get to read the first thread?

!1vWiE.gG5s

!1vWiE.gG5s Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:33:55 No.11975149 Report

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this is interesting....

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:37:30 No.11975158 Report

Quoted By: >>11975173

>>11975138

The whole thing. I'm new to X, and the paranormal in general. Don't post at all pretty much, but these two thread's blew my mind.

Indur

Indur Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:41:51 No.11975173 Report

Quoted By: >>11975188

>>11975158
I've been browsing /x/ on and off for the past 3 years, and is the only board I find interesting.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:45:07 No.11975178 Report

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can someone give a newcomer a rundown on what happened last thread? trying to read this one before it 404's

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Fri 08 Feb 2013 13:48:14 No.11975188 Report

Quoted By: >>11984633

>>11975173

Threads like this are very interesting, but they seem to be few and far between with all the conspiracy theory and creepypasta.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 08 Feb 2013 18:13:06 No.11975771 Report

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good thread

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 08 Feb 2013 23:11:59 No.11976746 Report

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Live, god damn you!

We need OP to come back.

Hephaestus

Hephaestus Sat 09 Feb 2013 00:40:08 No.11977021 Report

Quoted By: >>11977165

Just to let y'all know, I downloaded the old thread before it went down, so if y'all want it, I can put on mediafire or something. I will be doing the same with this thread before it goes down.

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Sat 09 Feb 2013 01:17:46 No.11977165 Report

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>>11977021
Yea, please do.

Hephaestus

Hephaestus Sat 09 Feb 2013 01:30:14 No.11977212 Report

Quoted By: >>11979515

http://www.mediafire.com/?fwso6j1r7n9ei6k

Here ya go. That's like, all of the thread, I think

Hephaestus

Hephaestus Sat 09 Feb 2013 02:00:39 No.11977397 Report

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bumping

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 09 Feb 2013 05:59:02 No.11978479 Report

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One last bump for OP to return.

Zalkalwe

Zalkalwe Sat 09 Feb 2013 09:31:55 No.11979515 Report

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>>11977212
Thank you sir

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 09 Feb 2013 18:58:06 No.11981495 Report

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>>11979515
le thanks

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 04:03:44 No.11983373 Report

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blimp

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 06:18:50 No.11984090 Report

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>>11967026
>>11967026

A fire-truck red garage door.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 06:48:27 No.11984240 Report

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>>11984090
Weird, that's the only one that triggered anything with me.

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 06:59:54 No.11984277 Report

Quoted By: >>11984381

>>11984240

OP here.

I'll be here for a few minutes to answer any final questions, and then I'm going to let this fade into the abyss.

I'm honestly just... done with all of this. Recalling this experience and going back into all of the memories is extremely draining.

I've also been receiving calls from private phone numbers since posting the first thread, and while it may not be related, that really isn't OK and I'm getting paranoid.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 07:16:03 No.11984381 Report

Quoted By: >>11984671

>>11984277
I've never had any sort of experience with a group like the one you did (nor do I want to, cults scare the shit out of me) but there have been many unexplainable occurrences in my life that I finally started to scratch the surface of at the end of this past summer (psilocybin is a very interesting thing).

As crazy as it sounds, I was visited by an entity when I was 8 that I now believe may have been a famous musician capable of astral projection or something like that, and along with her and a few others I've been discovering references to me in lyrics and now have musical abilities that I can't describe (a few weeks ago I tried playing the guitar for the first time and while mostly I played pretty terribly I had a few instances of sheer genius where it seemed like I wasn't playing it but it was playing me).

I won't say any names because I don't want to give these people away but the last release from one of them was a mixtape that focused on cults, sort of a freaky coincidence.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 07:18:29 No.11984394 Report

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>To the general public, these people are normal. But to those who have brushed shoulders with the ethereal, they glow in the fucking dark. I would look like a normal person if you ran into me on the street, or came into my job and ordered a cup of coffee. However, if you would know immediately that something was definitely going on. This has been my experience time and time and time again.

thisismyfetish.jpg

I'm serious

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 07:51:22 No.11984633 Report

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>>11975188
thats the thing, as lot of the faggotry has left when the number of visitors fell dramatically, so there is hope for this boars at last

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 07:56:30 No.11984671 Report

Quoted By: >>11984741

>>11984381

Yeah, that Captain Murphy mixtape was really, really good. It came out shortly after I made my escape, more weird synchronicity.

I've had a lot of psychedelic themed breakthroughs as well.

Namely Psilocybin and a research chemical called 2c-e.

I've said it before in this thread and ill say it again - the stuff I experienced was interesting, but it was nowhere near worth the amount of psychological damage I've accrued living through 2 years of systematic cult mind control and systematic conditioning.

It's bad shit, man.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:07:54 No.11984741 Report

Quoted By: >>11984751 >>11984890 >>11984942

>>11984671
That's the thing - the research I've done on FlyLo himself shows that he is VERY in tune with his spirituality - I'm pretty sure he can lucid dream on a whim and he's written before of having paranormal experiences, one of which was pretty similar to my experience when I was 8.

Let me elaborate on that. When I was younger, I used to wake up a lot at night, only to fall back asleep - nothing unusual. I've always had a very active mind so this is nothing more than a consequence of that to me. The night when I saw it, I had woken up and immediately knew that something wasn't right with my settings. I looked across the room at my window and saw a woman staring back at me. Her face was pale white, her eyes were nearly black, and her face was expressionless. It kind of looked like she was wearing some kind of black. Me being 8 years old and seeing what I assumed was a ghost for the first time, I was terrified, but I couldn't yell out. Instead, I turned around, wished it away, and when I looked back it was gone.

The first time I ate mushrooms, weird shit happened. It was a very small amount too but I smoked some weed in conjunction with it. I experienced very scary tremors for a short duration (I have a bunch of friends who have tried shrooms and this has never happened to them), and for a while could see very skeletal faces on the walls (inb4 skeleton joke). Those eventually went away and I began to feel more at peace. Later, when I was listening to music I saw the face of the woman who visited me when I was 8. It was the same exact face, only this time I felt no fear at all, just a calm reassurance that I wasn't crazy despite the weird shit I've experienced, and since then I no longer fear similar encounters.

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:08:00 No.11984743 Report

Quoted By: >>11984760 >>11984803

>>11984633

It comes and goes in waves.

/x/ needs mods in a bad way, but even then the amount of shitposting is reaching critical mass. I highly doubt it will ever be restored to the level of content it brought circa 2007.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:09:03 No.11984751 Report

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>>11984741
Meant to say she was wearing some kind of black cloak, sorry for the typo.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:10:05 No.11984760 Report

Quoted By: >>11984828

>>11984743
I've always assumed that there's an exterior force behind the shit on this board. If it only consisted of those of us who actually know what the fuck we're talking about, it could pose a serious threat to those who would want to keep what we know hidden from the general public.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:15:08 No.11984803 Report

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>>11984743
well, that goes for 4chan in general, things change since people change

CAPTCHA IngstaGRAM IT How about no ?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:17:03 No.11984828 Report

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>>11984760

Let it out. Let the information flow.

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:21:12 No.11984851 Report

Quoted By: >>11984877 >>11984898

>>11967687

I've been meaning to respond to this post for a while.

Drugs and alcohol affect alcoholics and addicts in a different way than "normal" people, it's as if it solved a problem I'd had my entire life, but could never put my finger on.

It's a very subtle condition, the mind plays tricks to protect the delusion, and goes a lot into rewiring the value system. Once this happens, the value sickness, it's pretty much a done deal.

The law says don't drink and drive. So I don't give up drinking, I give up driving. The boss says, you can't work here if you're drunk all the time, so I give up working and blame the boss for being an uptight prudish asshole.

I didn't even know that it wasn't normal to crave more alcohol when it's all gone after a night of heavy drinking. I assumed everyone drove drunk to the liquor store to buy more, and that was just an unwritten tenet of society.

Alcoholism itself is paranormal in that it's highly symbolic. Doctors have pretty much thrown up their hands and said, "Fuck it. We don't know. You're probably going to drink yourself to death. If you go to this treatment center and spend the rest of your life in AA, but even that's hit or miss. We can't help you".

But this is really a discussion for another thread.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:26:40 No.11984877 Report

Quoted By: >>11984903

>>11984851
1. Open one
2. Post link here
3. ????
4. profit

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:29:11 No.11984890 Report

Quoted By: >>11984925

>>11984741

FlyLo is a really cool guy in general. Interesting tidbit: I had been trawling youtube for astral projection guided meditations, and found one that REALLY worked for me. I had been listening to it nightly for a week or so. When I went to Captain Murphy's Youtube channel after hearing his mixtape for the first time, he had just favorited the same video. Maybe I should look more into FlyLo as a whole.

It sounds as though your experience with the psychedelic thing has been significantly more positive than mine. I've had good trips and I've walked away more "enlightened", or whatever, but every time I've "broken through" has been terrifyingly intense.

I don't quite know how I feel on the veracity of psychedelic induced spiritual advancement. I will agree that they do a fantastic job of breaking down everything a person believes to be true, reducing the ego, and that in itself may aid the user in spiritual growth.

But I don't trust the people who rely on them exclusively. It just seems disingenuine somehow, like using cheat codes throughout a game meant to be played vanilla.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:30:13 No.11984898 Report

Quoted By: >>11984935 >>11984958

>>11984851
I enjoy going out and drinking with friends but I've never had a preference for alcohol alone. I worry that my sister might be one, she drinks all the time but hasn't screwed up her life yet so no one has really identified it as a problem.

Me, on the otherhand - I just really like weed and taking some form of psychedelic every now and then. I was getting into a very bad place mentally before I started smoking weed and weed chilled me out, and LSD has helped me out immensely in terms of realizing things about myself, the world, and confronting things I've kept buried. When I took mescaline I felt like something was communicating with me and reassuring me about something that was bothering me at the time. Then there's psilocybin, which is just a whole other story and what I think might be a gateway into the spirit world based on my experiences with it. I haven't tried DMT yet but knowing how powerful it is I'd rather let fate decide when it comes into my life instead of actively pursuing it.

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:30:41 No.11984903 Report

Quoted By: >>11984954 >>11984965

>>11984877

What do you want to know?

>also leaving my email from this point out, just run your mouse over my name

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:35:24 No.11984925 Report

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>>11984890
I tend to praise them highly but I've actually taken them very seldomly, my best friend back home used psychedelics heavily and I think they impacted his life for the worst, literally his only aspiration now is making electronic music which still needs a lot of work. If that doesn't work for him I don't know what will, I'm terrified that he'll just fall back into selling a lot of drugs and get involved with the wrong people, or just flat out kill himself.

I remember at one point he was telling me that he could see people's auras and tell if someone was good or evil. I didn't know what to think about that, but the first time I did LSD I was with him at this well-known party house and I felt like I could really stare into people's souls and immediately figure them out as a person, it was both scary and kind of awesome.

I wanna focus more on sober meditation but I go to college in a big city so peaceful meditation is really difficult. I'm also finally experiencing success in cutting down on my weed habit (which has never had a negative impact on my life but something I got tired of), and am finally beginning to feel like myself after years and years of depression that started when I was 14. I never even smoked weed until I was 18 and being able to do that more in college was what began my journey toward finding myself, in which I began to realize why so many weird things have happened to me.

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:37:01 No.11984935 Report

Quoted By: >>11985029

>>11984898

If someone enjoys drinking, and it isn't harming their life, then there really is no problem. Lots of people are hard drinkers, but have a degree of balance. It's when the person begins to put drugs or alcohol above things that they shouldn't be in front of. Think school, work, family, freedom.

That's a telltale sign of impending doom. Only time will tell. I'll save you a lot of trouble and go ahead and tell you that you will not be able to stop the storm, if she is an alcoholic.

Also, I did DMT once, it was fucking amazing, and unspeakably terrifying. Not recommended unless you really know what you're doing.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:39:06 No.11984942 Report

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>>11984741
the mushroom bit might very well have been a bad reaction to something in your system, I know that from other drugs (but don´t ask me how theyarecalled in english, I have no idea) for example together with certainplant drugs you shouldnt eat cheese 2 days before you take them, because they can react with lactic acid casein, so there is a good chance of that

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:41:33 No.11984954 Report

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>>11984903
Know ? Nothing from the top of my head. Participate ? Sure,why not.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:42:36 No.11984958 Report

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>>11984898
there are socalled functional addicts, but nothing guarantees they stay functional

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:44:14 No.11984965 Report

Quoted By: >>11985024

>>11984903
i have already emailed you twice, but not today ^^

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 08:59:26 No.11985024 Report

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>>11984965

I'm still in the process of replying. I got a shitload of mail. I mean a shitload. But I'll get around to em. What's your email?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 09:00:00 No.11985029 Report

Quoted By: >>11985079

>>11984935

Yeah, I tend to think it's up to someone themselves to solve their own problems instead of interfering right away.

Btw I'm enjoying this conversation too much to let this thread die. Since you escaped that horrifying group, have there been more unexplained occurrences in your life, or have things been largely dormant since then?

= Sun 10 Feb 2013 09:07:54 No.11985079 Report

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>>11985029

I mean it's always been a daily struggle not to drink, it's just more difficult to focus on it when there's all kinds of crazy paranormal shit going on and your brain is constantly being taken over.

But anything on the level of the self-consuming fractal demon or telepathic communication? No. All of the "shit pants" worthy stuff has pretty much ceased.

However, more subtle things have been happening on a daily basis. Like unbelievably specific clusters of synchronicity, symbolic/future dreams, unprovoked astral projection, similar out of body experiences, dissociation, mild hallucinations, a sense of "God working in my life", and many other odd occurrences. So much so that it's just become commonplace, it hardly even registers with me anymore.

I've pretty much consigned myself to trying to be a good person and doing the next right thing no matter what. I guess I'll see where that takes me.

I mean, what choice do I really have?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 09:24:30 No.11985184 Report

Quoted By: >>11985515

>>11967019
Oh hey WhiteTree guy, yeah, I was meaning to tell you that that white tree is but one in a field. Or orchard. Whichever. Never got the chance to tell you that. Oops.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 10 Feb 2013 10:22:47 No.11985515 Report

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>>11984090
>>11984240
>>11985184

Well, all of you, Go on....?

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