Guys, I have a problem.

I have social anxiety. It's horrendous. I go to a psychologist but it's only getting worse. I want to do so many things in life and help people and whatnot but my anxiety is ruining EVERYTHING. I'm depressed as hell, and wish I was dead every day.

I don't know how it happened. I used to be the most confident person on the planet. One day in school the teacher asked me to do something and BOOM I suddenly developed social anxiety. On the damn spot. How did that even happen? Ever since then I've been a wreck.

I'm willing to do anything to get rid of this fucking disorder. Other people don't know what we on /x/ know, right? There has to be some way to get rid of this.

Basically, anything paranormal or spiritual that will help me, please tell. Anything other than black magic, or something that'll land me in hell.

Thanks, guys. You're my last hope.