>>10477074I've befriended a "mystique" a few years ago who can see spirits like you do and she told me I have the strange potency to attract them, for this reason, my apartment which used to not be haunted is now crawling with people. I bring people back with me, that's my "gift", I act as kind of lighthouse for them. I hear them talk to me sometimes, I feel their presence, hear them move around my place and when they're too noisy I straight out tell them to stfu and keep quiet.
Other weird thing is that I was told the same thing by a couple of people who cansee spirits (they don't know each others), that my grandmother is following me around, pretty much everywhere I go. Maybe she's the one keeping me safe from being attacked by malignat spirits, I don't know, but yeah, seems like I bring the flock with me everytime I go somewhere, for this reason, I avoid "haunted places" for fear of bringing something back with me. People think I'm just scared of going there, nah, it's the fear of who's gonna follow me back home that prevents me.
And yeah, you seem to feel alone in the world with your strange gift, you're not alone, many other people can feel and see these things. I can clearly feel them, I can't see, but I can feel when I'm really not alone, they influence your emotional state.
One thing people have told me is not to be scared, now I'm not, they don'T scare me the slightest, sometimes yeah they do creep me the fuck out when I hear their voice in the cold of the night, but they've never managed to freak the fuck out of me, as long as you keep your composure in their presence and show no instance of fear, you hold a certain ammount of control and power over them. Anger isn'T the only way to go, as the Taoists said, the emptiness of mind is the answer to all. Keep a perfect composure in their face.
