>>10889533>>10889520>>10889511>>10889403This might sound silly, but have you ever considered suicide?
If god doesn't find you, but the devil does, you go to hell.
If god finds you, your brother and a lot of others will go to hell.
When a guard catches you on your way out to the empty parking-lots, you will be held against your will.
Mature versions of your female classmates however will aid you in your stay between all these mondane roaming souls.
Basicly, in the dream, it does not really matter where you leave to, but you want to get out of this mondane shoppingmall, where all people roam. You want to leave the world you're in, suicide.
However, if someone of authority (the guard) finds out, you will be taken into custody or into an asylum (held against your will). On the other side, if you do leave, your brother and quite some others will go through hell. Everyone in your world (and in real life as well) is just waiting to go, but you try to avoid your leaving, while at the same time you wish to leave. You hide for an unlucky fate and your suicidal tendencies (god and the devil).
But all is not lost, there still is the chance that somebody will understand you, take you under her wing and help you in your hiding (your classmate in her shop)
Am I close?