>>9638682I actually have a handful of questions pertaining to that.
First dream I had about a demon, I was trying to purge him from some kind of house. He was identified, to me, as a high level demon (placard card showed 4 level demons, he was the top right). He was kind and talked to me, but I feel as though he could've been persuasive for some alternative reason.
Another one, a person identified as a demon named "Grel"? Not sure if he was correct, but it was an imp of mischief. Grants wishes, feeds off of children. Onyx eyes and slanted, charcoal/marble skin, hairless. Cackles, feeds off of fears, and has a finger for a tongue.
The dream I just told you about startled me because I felt like I made a deal with him and I was 'selling me soul to him'. He told me he would give me some kind of power, but I was so frightened by talking to him that I basically yelled "No" and "Never" at him. He said something like starving myself would give me some kind of power. Towards the end, I took the batteries out and he was still talking, but then I started talking over him and he just vomited (a lot, and very loud). I woke up immediately after that, and haven't been able to sleep since. Those 6 hours were all I could sleep.
If you could give me some personal input on this that would be great. I'm currently 18, I've been interested in philosophy and the occult, to a certain extent, since I was 15, but I'm very prudent about my choices (I don't toy with Ouija boards, or anything of that nature. Simply study.) I've researched multiple religions, philosophies, and I'm actually looking into reading a book by C. Jung called "Liber novus" or red book. I wonder if what you say about 'previous lives' are correct, since it's extremely prevalent in Buddhism, which seems to be a very sound theology.