I want to go to hell. It might sound strange so I don't talk about it irl that much. But when I imagine hell and look at different depictions of it I feel so swept up, totally drawn in and euphoric, to the point where it's almost a sexual affinity. I don't believe in Christianity or God or doing evil things to get to hell, because I don't think that's logical. And I don't think Hell is composed of evil, fear, pain, hate- at least not the way we humans define those things.

I think the fascination started when I started dreaming about it.

Does anyone here understand what I mean at all? Also beautiful depictions of hell, I'll be dumping.