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> Seven years old, dad takes our family on holiday to the country
> Allowed to go wherever because there aren't really many people out here
> Last day go walking after breakfast, see a pond, decide to go down there
> Suddenly, a girl my age!
> She's wearing good white Sunday dress and has blonde hair
> Why do I feel warm and fuzzy?
> She sees me and smiles and calls me over to help her catch frogs
> FUKN SWEET
> We take off shoes and get in the shallows
> Catch a few, look at them, talk
> She seems cool
> After a while we have three in a jar, she puts the lid on
> What are you doing? They need to breathe!
> 'They'll be fine.'
> NO THEY WON'T
> Getting angry
> She refuses to take the lid off in case they get away
> I snatch the jar and let them go
> She yells at me and hits me
> I see red, I shove her into the pond
> She starts screaming that this was a good dress
> I get a stick and hit her with it over and over
> Realise after a while that she is just on the ground bleeding and sobbing
> FUCK
> Get my shoes and run back to my family
> 'Oh there you are! Get in the car, we're going home now!'
> We never come back
That shit haunts me to this day. I have no idea why I snapped so bad and I feel fucking awful about it.